Scared-For-Life

1)Went to New York
-The Met.-
-M.O.M.A.-
-Blueman Group-
-Openning night of the Santa Fe Ballet-
-Met Nataile Portmans Makeup artist in black Swan-
2)Turned 18!!!
3) Graduated
4)Came out to my mother
5)Promoted at work
6)Went to my first club
7)Moving out

And so much more but those were the big ones.

School starts on Thursday, my last year of high school WOOT!!
I want to see all my friends but don't really like the idea of being trapped in a classroom all day.

I got some upsetting news about a dear friend of mine a little over a week a ago and haven't heard enything new on the matter. It's starting to drive me crazy. I want to know what's going on but no one is calling me and I can't reach enyone when I phone. I hate feeling so helpless, because she lives so far away from me, I can't do enything but wait and hope everything will be okay. It's so frustrating.

Spring break starting this weekend. I'm soooooo happy, this week has been crap. You know one of those weeks when everything and everyone says "hay lets make this persons life a living HELL!" That was my week hope yours went better.

Okay so I do belive that the last thing a wrote on here was in may, maybe, just maybe it is time to update.

So whats new-I have finished english for the year (YAY!)
             -I have a Science final tomorrow (not that enyone cares)
             -My friends cat die (R.I.P. Sammy the best cat ever your friends, family and brother Rocky will miss you)
             -I'm off school (YAY!)

So not much, as you can see my life is not all that thrilling.

Note: I may be the only one but I really hate the people that finish in the first hour of an exam (no offence if you are one of those people)they just make me feel slow and stupid.

Okay please help me.
  The're is someone that likes me and it has sort of turned to obsesion.
The're nice and I like them more as a friend then enything and have said that to them.
Unfortanatly they will not give up it was sweet at first but now it is a bit scary.
The keep saying that they really love me and that thier life sucks without me in it.
So what do I do?
I would ask my friends this but unfortanatly I'm not being talked to by them
exept one. i don't want to ask them because they are having thier own problems.
I have lost a few friends because of dating and not dating so to lose oe more even if they are scaring me would suck.
I would really be graetful for eny help at all.